DESPERATE (prod. Brutei)

from Singles (Volume I) by ERDA

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And it hasn't been that cold,
but I still feel it in my bones.
Thaw the hurt, meet your eyes,
then the swells and the rise.
It's more than who these buildings formed
under the weight of concrete forms.
Our steps will wear right through the boards
and I'll get desperate, I get desperate I know.

I ain't felt whole for a long time; shallow.
I've been missing pieces and chasing shadows.
Dwelling in the moments that I can't get back so,
I'm not really here but you still can't follow.

There's a searching behind each word I know.
There's an aching in the path you followed.

And I can see myself in the cracks that I left
in the place I was tested.

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from Singles (Volume I), released November 13, 2020

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New Again

Mar 2024
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Singles (Volume I)

Nov 2020
ERDA

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